well. it seems the girl i was hoping to ask to the formal this week, rachel, is busy. this week and next. yes, i know. why dont i just phone her? because i dont fucking want to.

god damn fucking moralist me. thats about six sins in five words. never knew the english language could be so meaningful.

basically, i was hoping to be able to ask her in person. people have said its a bad idea, seeing as it would be rather lame to take a girl out to ask her to the formal. plus, it insinuates some proponents of love or "like like". i dont know. i just find this method so much more. i dont know. traditional? genuine? un-crude?

so yeah. right now. im over it. fuck it. im just going to go alone and be the lonely guy sitting at the table.

women are evil.