well. i had a rather eventful day. its great that none of Them are mad at me. i don't know. for some reason i don't believe Them. how can They not hate me, or at least me somewhat pissed off at me?
They had the same reaction.
"oh. are you ok?"
Am I ok? What are you thinking? Shouldn't you be pissed off?
I don't know. I portended something worse than sympathy. much worse. It just doesn't feel right. I mean, its not like i want them to be mad at me. not at all. but yeah. i've been saying that a lot lately. i don't know. there are some things that i cannot linguistically articulate.

if they say they aren't mad, then i will believe they aren't mad.

PS: i can't wait to see the last ep of OC 2.