parents are home. i told them about everything. they aren't too pleased. not really the welcome home present a parent would normally expect.
study isn't going very well either. even though i'm basically done for study of electronics, ive still gotta do motion, which will take a while. i hate writing x=ut+0.5at^2 all the time. chem. well, i get it all, now i just gotta do the questions. eeek. looks like a long two and a half weeks for me.
i hate it how this blog is assisting people in knowing whether im down,angry,stressed, etc. or not. sure. i like it when you guys care and talk to me and sympathise with me and everything, but i just hate the fact that you (apart from a few of you) wouldn't have known who i was feeling had i not written that post.
i hate it how we all, unconsciously, treat our friends as some sort of possession. to reassure you guys, none of your are furniture to me. remember that. but i hate it how friends are an object. like friends somehow have a finite amount of friendship which they can share and provide. i think this is the main reason why we all have qualms about introducing friends to people. we are scared that if we share a friend with another person, that they, to us, will become less of a friend, because they have to share some of it with the new friend. i know this, because i have been the other friend. the new friend. i hope he knows i apologise for what i've done. well, now he does.
im sitting here, sipping on cranberry juice (yes, i finally got some) thinking about all my problems...i feel down. if you didn't know already, don't talk to me. it will simply be an obligation. i dont want an obligated response.