i just came back from steph's place. she was crying on my shoulder for half an hour, and then another 15 minutes.i am obliged not to say anything about it. i dont know. violet, alex, iris, steph, jess. i just feel so...i mean, you would think that it would be a good thing. me being such a person. but it isnt. i feel down. i dont know. maybe its because i cant find my one. not that im particularly keen on it. i don't know. i'm going to go punch the bag now. this is all too confusing. good night.

if you don't know what i'm talking about, dont ask. if you do, feel free to, but don't expect to go to bed for another two hours.