Wednesday, April 27, 2005

iris

hmm...today has been rather boring...well, apart from the early morning. i spent much of my proposed sleeping time, being from 12-4, talking on the phone to iris, alex and steph...im like so screwed now....but yeah, the day, has been rather boring apart from that. flunked the physics sac, had lunch, "tried" to play pool....
now im about to go have dinner with iris in st. kilda. i don't know. she's just really cool. she likes alt music, friendly, talkative, compassionate, outgoing, smart. i just really like talking to her, its like, as my friend called it, "effortless conversation". we talk about everything. friends, our own issues, hypotheticals, news, music, fashion(!!!), life.hopefully its not because we have only just met each other. but at least there's a click. thats not going to go away. no, not a "click" click. a click. like the friendship click.
i don't know. i am rather sure that alex is fine with this. i assume that only guys have that jealousy problem. she says shes fine. violet says shes fine. sam says shes fine. but i just don't know. maybe im just being slightly clingy.

PS: Even though Iris can't see this (yet), i know that alex can. but what am i meant to do? do as i have done these these past few weeks and place censorship upon my own life when i am posting on my blog? no. from now on, im just going to say it as it is. total truth. and none of that omitting stuff either.