ionno. in comparison to everybody else's lives, mine seems to be going ok. thats if you analyse it instantaneously, rather than average it out over say....the past week.
work, which although hasnt reached its dynamic equilibrium (where the work i am putting in is equal to the marks i am getting out), it is progressing along rather well. i feel motivated, confident and smart.
friends: all is going well. even though i broke up with alex, we are still great friends. so much so, that i spent 2 hours of my sleeptime talking to her last night. i wonder if we will ever stop having things to talk about. i've also been talking heaps with violet and steph (thats a cue for all of you other guys and girls to start talking to me!) and iris. and school friend, which although have not progressed at the same rate, are still very much alive.
family: well, my sister just got a letter today saying that she got a half-scholarship to kilvington girls. yes, she is going to be one of them. mum and i have mended the small cracks from our small quarrel over my breakup with alex. dad and i are, as usual, joking around. and the goldfish are going rather well too. they havent gotten fatter i dont think.
life: i have become a slightly more introverted character these past few months. maybe because of my dependence on alex for most of the time. maybe because i have learnt to become less dependent on friends in general. maybe because i have made good company with tv shows and music. i dont know.
im simultaneously writing and typing in my journal and this blog respectively. i think this is the first day, since i started writing my journal, that i have written a log without stating a problem. its funny though. because i feel as tired as i do when i'm depressed. maybe i am depressed, but i just don't know it. maybe i just need sleep. i think that i shall settle for the latter.
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