i can't believe it.i am not distressed at all by this break-up. i'm not grieving. i'm not depressed. ok, i am a little bit. but i feel so guilty. i can imagine her crying her eyes out right now. she was about to when i left. and i am sitting here, writing up my physics report, in parallel with laughing my head off at funniest home videos. im actually laughing. i hate myself.