well, for basically the whole day, the only thing that was even close to interesting was the infamous dinner...more specifically, whether i should go to dinner. the whole debacle with alex made me somewhat (understatement of the history of the universe) hesitant about actually going. so, this evening, after my weekly dose of physics tutoring, i walked out of rmit, instantly going through the pros and cons and possible consequences of going. i then decided not to go. i, a person who voices his problems with an "aaaaiiiii.....", made vincent aware that something was wrong. where he then lectured me on about how alex didn't hate me. well, i got pissed off at him, for good reason, because he seriously didn't know what the heck i was going through...but then i thought about it, and i called violet. i asked her whether i was welcome to dinner if i came. welcome by alex that is. politely, saying "wait a moment" and covering the mouthpiece, i could imagine alex saying "yeah...its ok" and alex saying "no...i hate him"...
after about 30 seconds of "silence", she uncovered the mouthpiece, exclaiming, although in a somewhat resentful tone...she told me that i wasn't welcome...i was totally heartbroken.
then, on the lonely walk home, i received a phone call from alex...she had finished dinner, and was on the train with violet...and we talked about the numerous problems. we decided that it was simply too complicated an issue to be solved over a phone call, and we made arrangements to meet up tomorrow morning...however, the phone call ended with me asking:
"so how come, when me and sam were still and item, you fully understood where i was coming from, yet now, when this same predicament is presented before us, you can't relate to me?"
"because I AM your girlfriend now."
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